Thursday, August 11, 2011

Losing my religion...

Reading Finkler Question...something about violence
motivated racially or religiously sends chills through
my spine...Scares me,pushes me to see the darkest crevice
in human heart...when the human part is lost...
what pushes us from being a human to a frigid cold mamzer...



I finally lost what was never mine,
Religion,belief,that mark,the sign,

For like a pedophile it whispered something mean,
Hypnotized,enticed,confused,aroused,made me keen,

Told,its ok to spill their blood,for its not red,
Their pure,impure,their god,satan,poison injected in my head.

I raised the matchet ,inflicted razor sharp hate,
On the baby I used to croon for,on mother,even my life long mates,

It ( my hate ) won,I lost,though I cant realize,
Drops of blood on my soul,searing,scarred,agonized,

Hate is what I gained,fear is what prevailed,
Mere puppet I acted upon my masters wishes,unknown to me,veiled..

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