Hero

Can I fight who I am,
My walls, inroads, traps
Lanes so deep, akin skin
Mocking me at each step, post the sin.

While I make a choice,
The "choice" was already made ,
Oblivious to pain tomorrow,
The Present , happiness, borrowed.

The true me knows, it tries
For the gluttony , it cracks me up
Funny, for I knew this,
I was ahead sometime, true was,my bliss.

The prose is weak,and so am I
But then I am strong, oh so strong
When I will,is when I win,
And shall recall, before every sin.

Yes,a human I am today,
A hero tomorrow and forever,
The torchbearer , force of nature
Never again, of my goodness, belittler, traitor